Perfectly flat source
of glass-half-empty wisdom
(You never gain without you lose),
these drains and fenland ooze;
unbroken horizontals
bred smallholders quick
to silence, feuds.
Cousins, not on speaking terms,
learnt allegiances, who was who,
precise degrees of indifference to
use
in the family’s every orbit.
A lack of generosity in nature,
then,
accounting for a hardness of heart?
Well, yes, there was that –
breeding fruit
and veg from plots that felt the
brunt
of poor winters, North Sea winds,
relentless, giddying skies.
No wonder they took the dim view,
were adamant they knew what they
knew,
distrust of water, close
observation
of changes, levels and rules,
the fragile treachery of things,
a closed world better off for
keeping closed.
From here, though, also,
eccentricities of will:
great-grandfather who made do
and the most out of left-overs,
sticks, old hat. Always on the
loose,
ditch-strider, habitual trespasser,
or, back home, his having to
explain,
if anyone should ask, why the swan
he’d killed was better called a
goose.
Such stamina for living on the
hoof:
as if each morning, bent-double and
running,
he was tempting snipers to shoot
him down,
which on such open ground they
could have easily done.
'Fenlanders' appears in the collection Recreation Ground (Two Rivers Press, 2012), available here
'Fenlanders' appears in the collection Recreation Ground (Two Rivers Press, 2012), available here
